Monday, January 5, 2009

Goals for 2009

I have been thinking this past weekend about the year to come, and what I would like to see myself change in my life. The following is a list of things to do/get done this year.

1. Become more in tune with my spiritual self. I need to go to church more, read my scriptures, and bring the spirit into our home more often! This is a goal I am certain I will be able to accomplish.

2. To go along with goal #1 I would like to see Trevor and I sealed in the Temple by the end of this year. We have been on and off track to get this goal for a while now, so I am full steam ahead!

3. To see a specialist about our fertility problems. We have been trying to have a baby for a little over 2 years, and I have been putting off seeing a specialist due to being afraid of any results! As most of you know, I had 2 miscarriages in 2004, and 2005 (before my wonderful husband came into the picture). The doctors I seen for those didn't have reasons for the miscarriages, so I am very afraid of what we might be told. So, I pray for strength.

4. I hope to get over the past things that I have done. After being baptized, I realize that I was forgiven by Heavenly Father for my past sins, and I have been having a hard time letting them go myself. I continue to bring up past memories, and getting upset at myself for them. Trevor says I need to work hard on forgiving myself, because I have repented, and have been forgiven. So, I need to forgive myself for my past.

These are my goals.....I don't want to say they are resolutions, because that is a word I don't think works for a lot of people.

I will let you know how I am progressing with my goals!

1 comment:

Tess said...

Oh Vicky...what fabulous goals. I am so proud of you. I love love love the temple and know it will give you even more strength to deal with trials. Take care.